testing
Monday, August 29, 2005 | 05:18 p.m.
1.....2....3 can anybody hear me?
I took the UPCAT yesterday...
Sunday, August 7, 2005 | 01:49 p.m.
...and I survived...
Walang pasok bukas!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, July 19, 2005 | 06:23 p.m.
i wish... - __ - '
Ode to Diane
Tuesday, July 12, 2005 | 07:11 p.m.
I just suddenly found a need to thank Diane
She's been so patient with me. I can't even believe she's still talking to me
Without her, I won't have this blog.
Without her, I wouldn't have become a president of Computer Club
Without her, I wouldn't have joined the club at all and remain lost in Peace Club.
Thanks, Diane
Mushy daw...
Huwag kayong mainggit. Darating din ang sa inyo.... eventually.
first day of clubs
Friday, July 1, 2005 | 08:45 p.m.
Me tired.
But I guess it was worth it. First club meeting went rather smoothly, and hopefully my the new memebers had fun - so much fun that hopefully they'll forget how I acted like a crazy lunatic high on marijuana after having brain damage from falling off a coconut tree.
I was too hyper. Probably freaked everybody out. Oh well. They'll have to deal with a whole school year being pushed around by a crazy lunatic high on marijuana after having brain damage from falling off a coconut tree.
Pero nakakaaliw talaga. They all looked like cute little lost sheep when they were all blindfolded, and cute piles of sheep when they were sewn together, and cute angry sheep when we had them do that "envelope" game from the leadership seminar.
And oh yeah... Sorry Abi, Tooweesha, Di and Mo-ni-kyu for being such a bossy freak - who also happens to be a crazy lunatic high on marijuana after having brain damage from falling off a coconut tree - recently. Pressures got to me.
I'll be nicer....
Hopefully the year would go on smoothly. Haaaay....
It has been a good day for my extracurriculars. Though I missed threefourths of the mass for it. I had to finalize the powerpoint for the English Campaign. Yebah! May ginagawa na ang Computer Club!
By far, this has been the best E.C. gimmick EVER... EVAH. Streer Eye for the Speech Shy. Somehow I sqeezed my way in to the ones who conceptualized it. Galeng talaga. To think that it was done for under 24 hours. Now we'll be off bombarding people with a video cam, asking them to answer questions in English. Cuteness.
Well, off I go to real life...
DON'T YOU JUST HATE IT
Tuesday, June 28, 2005 | 04:31 p.m.
... when a mosquito bites you on a very awkward spot on your sole...
... nakakairitang kamutin...
Fun things heppen when you go to mass in the morning
Monday, June 27, 2005 | 07:54 p.m.
Call that illogical reasoning... or overgeneralization.. but it made me feel good when I went to mass before classes. Talaga naman... God has His ways... *SATB sing a G chord*
First subject. Physics. We played a lovely game of hide-the-marker. We had to clap softer when Leng goes colder, and louider if otherwise. Nice shallow fun.
Algeb. What's not to like with no lessons?
Ehtics. Practically boring for the first 45 mins until somebody commented that Pope Benedict looked like a rabbit. *insert burst of laughter*
Research. Our teacher told us a horror story in the faculty. It was raining hard. 8pm. She tried not to mind the fact that she was alone. As she was reading, she saw in her peripheral vision that the window in the male faculty was slowly opening. She ignored, until a voice called out... "Ana, anong ginagawa mo diyan?". It was my Eco teacher.
Fil and Eco... I forgot what happened... but we laughed...
Elections.... Chaotic. In a Good way.
Just before dismissal, there was an announcement through the PA. It was the Homeroom chairman. "An improtant announcement. Classes are called o -----" *all students rejoice* Go figure.
Hello world
Friday, June 24, 2005 | 07:20 p.m.
Waaaaah. Ang daming nangyari. Too many for one post.
As you can see, classes has started 2 weeks ago. It was the most... weird... 2 weeks of my life. Parang high lahat ng tao.
I guess the general theme going on is... CHANGE. Different directress, different SCT prez, different CCO, Sr. Aileen's back, I'm a president, everybody's getting down and serious with school... and o yeah... Im a Senior. (nu ngayon?)
Different teachers. They're not the types you'd get attached or chums with. Pero magaling sila ah... Eco, Fil, Eng... Somehow you'll just appreciate them anyway.
It's the first time I saw a whole congregation of girls wearing the same clothes in a building have a crush (ish) on one person. Buti nalang naliwangan din yung iba. Sabi ni _____, Parang malnourshed version daw siya ni Porky pig. (meanie!) As regi and i try to identify kung ano bang guwapo sa kanya... Ang napansin ko lang ay yung cheekbones niya... how Johnny Deppish....... I'm starting to regret I just wrote that.
Ayun... busy with clubs. Nakakainis lang yung ibang tao sa screening. Parang ayaw magpapasok. Parang hindi ako yung magsasabi kung pasok sila o hindi. Ewan ko ba... ano na ang nangyayari sa bagong henerasyon ng kabataan? (lalim) Good thing i also got the sweet ones.
Well... outside school. I've been practicing for choir. )I need to learn how to play chords... Fast!) And we're having a recording for an album (showbiz?) Religious stuff. Arrangement? Don't ask. Think She'll be coming round the mountain meets el shaddai. Not that I'm ungrateful... Just had to let that out. Buti nalang papalitan.
Nakatutuwa yung gumawa ng music... She a senoir citizen... She's like... "I wrote this very nice song... Come Listen... I'll sing it for you"
That's all for now.... Did i mention? I'm dead exhausted. But life goes on and i have to go to school tomorrow. As abi would say... I'll just go sit and eat ice candy...
...
Monday, May 30, 2005 | 06:49 p.m.
I'm back.
Been bumming around. So lazy... I didn't even feel like posting for that time.
Lapit na ko maging Senior... Waaaaaaah! It's not quite kicking in.
Anyway... choir's practicing for a recording. Awww... we're not getting paid. (I earned P900 bucks for the wedding) But it's alright... Exposure din yan. And it's for God anyways. (Nakanaks) Malay mo... ma-boost ang aking singing career... Hehehe
Let's get this done and over with
Wednesday, May 18, 2005 | 12:02 p.m.
Since everybody's been posting about it...
UP Diliman
- BS Business Management and Accountancy (Quota!!!!! @$#%!)
- BS Chemistry
UP Manila
- BS Speech Pathology
- BS Biochemistry
Medyo halata bang kailangan ko talaga pumasok sa Accounting? I want to go to Ateneo but it doesn't have my course. It's UP or Ateneo. Other than that, I die.
Ye Girl Pondereth
Friday, May 13, 2005 | 10:49 a.m.
Yes... As you can see in my last post, I have scratched out Culinary as my dream career. It was just ten months ago that I was so decided on it. I wish it had stayed that way to save me the trouble. But it's too unstable for me. And I finally gave to other's telling me na sayang lang utak ko.
Yeah... sayang yung hard-earned grades if i end up finding difficulty finding a decent job. I have this feeling that I deserve to at least be spared with that after all the hard work I've done.
On the other hand... If I take an ultra serious career, I have this fear that I would self-destruct. I have workaholic tendencies.
After much debate... with myself... I came up with 3 possible courses:
Accounting
Chemistry (something else Pre-med)
Food Technology
Accounting's really my first choice because it's freelance. Whcich is also the downside. I have trouble focusing into one thing that I might not excel in anything.
Pre-med. Downside: Hello?!?! A decade of studying? And I'm not really into Bio. More on chem ako. But I guess it would be fulfilling once I'm done. Makakatulong pa ako ng tao. And let's not forget to mention the moolah involved. And if all else fails and I don't become a doctor, I'll be a teacher. (Which brings me to the teaching thing... I really really want to teach. But I don't want to do it for the rest of my life. )
Food Technology. Fun Fun Fun... Coming up wih new flavors and all that. Mixes my love for food.... And chemistry. It won't be much use if I work in the country. But I don't want to work abroad. Never.
Yun lang.... I just want to write it down so I won't forget... again...
Star Circle Career Quest
Thursday, May 12, 2005 | 08:23 p.m.
Just picked up UP application form from school.
And so the pondering on my future career and life begins....
I thought I figured it out. But I didn't. So many to choose from!!! I know I can handle anyhting if I set my mind to it! (Oh that sounded so... Sesame Street)
I'm sure I don't want to be a Dentist. Or a Gynecologist. Fashion industry? Nope.. don't wanna deal with them people. No office type work for me. Like telecommunications. Embassy thing? Nope. Fisheries? Nope.
I want to have enough time for sideline jobs. I don't want to hang out with computers too long. It will damage my eyes. But one of my lifelong dreams is to develop a video game. In my spare time I'll make those bracelet thingies. Write... Maybe. Sing? Maybe. Cook? Sideline.
Wheeee!
Monday, May 9, 2005 | 03:18 p.m.
Lookie! Lookie! I made my own layout! For the first time! heeheeeeeee yay!
New lay
Monday, May 9, 2005 | 01:17 p.m.
Working on new layout... head hurts... can't figure it out...
Dum-dum-dudum
Saturday, May 7, 2005 | 11:42 p.m.
Funny how I only planned to write about my day today then I came up with a monologue on the post before.
Exhausting... Me feet tired.
The choir sang for a wedding today at Manila Cathedral. It's only now that I took a good look at the amazing detail of the said church. It's one of the prettiest churches I'e seen so far. The other churches now are so... baroque. I could probably take it if they used real gold and all that glam... pero hindi eh... Gold paint.
It's always fun to ride a car with choirmates. Exciting things are bound to happen. The other car was issued a ticket.
On the other hand, I rode with Bur. It's so easy to talk to Bur. You don't realize that he's a more than a decade older than you. You also learn a lot of things from him. Did you know that Roxas Blvd used to look like Miami beach. Or that the first Gov-Gen. of the Phils. is actually buried under Manila Cthedral?
Anyway... onto the wedding of the boss of Anna (our Music Director) whom she has a crush on and just wished that the wedding is called off. It was freakin hot. We sound-checked and practiced a lot. We just didn't sound right til the last minute. I was wearing heels. Ouch. To add to that, the color theme of the entourage was simply... blech! Oh well, we're getting paid.
It was there that I met my biggest fan. Masarap katapat siya lalo na kapag nasa no.3.... Ngwenk humirit pa ko. It was our only refuge from the heat so I might as well give it special mention.
Touchy Fellings
Saturday, May 7, 2005 | 11:32 p.m.
...
Watched Finding Neverland last night. Teehee. Ogle. So touching. Ang hirap nga lang magreact pag kasama ko kuya ko. Manhid yun eh. Plus my mom.
Maybe I'm the only one in the family "gifted" with a heart. Believe it or not, I used to be a really sensitive kid. I cried a lot especially when I become the butt of all jokes (which was... uh... always?).
That seriously messed me up. Messed up my self-confidence. So I learned to become "stronger." (It's not as melodramatic as you think). I put on this mask that I'm unaffected even if a tear is just waiting to fall down. Now I'm this insecure freak of nature who doesn't get to sleep at night because thoughts just keep bombarding me. Just plain paranoid.
Manhid na tuloy ako. Pero hindi rin. Basta ganun.
Wala lang
Thursday, May 5, 2005 | 12:55 p.m.
I just realized how hard it is to write about your dream. Rather, to write about your dream witout adulterating it.
First off all, it's so deep in your subconscious that it fades away in your head... really fast. It's like a puff of smoke. The more you try to catch it, the faster in disappears.
Everything is so vague and illogical that you can't keep everything together. You can't describe the details. And even harder na hindi mo siya matumbok kapag nagsusulat ka na. I'm not a writer, y'know.
In your dream, you're just a spectator. You don't really know what a person feels and why they did such. You have to assume a lot of things.
Pero kung matumbok mo talaga, sobrang ganda. Orig. And it might make your story a bestseller. hehehe.
Gosh, I wish I could write better. This sucks.
Weird Dream #2 &3
Tuesday, May 3, 2005 | 10:33 a.m.
Dream 2:
(This was freaky because I felt I was really awake. As in gising sa totoong buhay.) I wake up on my bed in my parents room. I walk to the next room (my room). And brush my hair with the comb I lost just the night before. The dream ends.
Dream 3:
Eto. Di ko lang talaga maintidihan.
I was sitting at the back of a bus. A lot of students were there and we were off to the province (I think). Maybe it was a camp thing. It felt like it. Adeline was sitting right next to me and we "conversed" the whole trip. We were just talking gibberish. Freaky. It's funny how I still feel insecure in my dreams. I can't help but notice the other's glances.
So we arrive in this resort-like place in the early afternoon. Sunny. And everybody went their own separate ways. (I actually saw Glennie passing by.) I was left alone.
I opened a door, and it suddenly became nighttime. (Maybe time laspsed.) I walked around the deserted area whcih seems to be the reception lobby. I was already holding a "certificate" (or whatever award). It was inside a small cardboard box the size of my palm. The certificate was rolled inside it. (Parang galing sa papemelroti :)).
I, then, heard a boy sobbing. He was probably around my age. I went over and asked him about his problem. He answered that the father of Kathy, his love of his life, forbade him to ever go near the girl ever again. (How telenovela...)
So I tell him to go and "show the father who's boss." But he refuses, telling me that it's too dangerous.
So I ran off alone (in the dark) through a corridor with a lot of door until I ended up in a dead end. It's a very dark and remote area with a pile of dead branches.
I ran back to the direction of the place where I met the boy. As I was going there, I saw a long line of men (?) in black hooded robes. Think hooded Gregorian monks. Or Dementors. I couldn't see there faces. I don't know where the slowly moving line ends either.
Anybody would find that creepy, so I ran faster to where I was going. Finally, I was around 50 steps from the destination when there was another line of creepy hooded men. They wore red robes this time. And if that wasn't enough, they were blocking my way. I tried to get through but I couldn't. The dream ends.
Argggggh!!!!
Weird Dream
Tuesday, May 3, 2005 | 10:08 a.m.
I had a weird dream the other night. Actually... 3 differemt senseless dreams. Kakabanas.
Dream 1:
I wake up in a laboratory-ish building wearing a patient's robe. Several doctors were watching me and speaking indistinctly. A (gay) doctor comes in and explains stuff too many and too deep into my subconscious to remember them all. He was accusing me of murder. But, of course, I don't remember any of that and I deny it. He then goes to the blackboard (from out of nowhere) and begins explaining to me some psychological mumbojumbo.
Afterwhich, I was escorted to a surgery room. And... Inna was right next to me. (eh?!) So I lie on the surgery table thingy with the bright lights and all. The surgeon asks me, "So, have you spoken to the old gay man?" Beffudled with the question I pause for a while. (Hang moment ito...) I finally answer, "I wouldn't say he's old..." (eh?!?!)
So he starts the surgery. He injects me with anesthesia. I fell asleep but I can still see what he's doing. He was banging his hand on my stomach for quite a while. Finally, he takes a scalpel and cuts me open. I saw my intestines, liver, and my body organs. The surgeon then plays with my liver, poking his finger here and there. The dream ends.
Don't you just hate it when that happens? I went back to bed in an attempt to continue tha dream. Instead, I was transpoted to another one...
Tests Galore
Saturday, April 30, 2005 | 09:02 p.m.
Boredom gets you places.
| Your Japanese Name Is... |
|
'steeeeg
Your #1 Match: INFJ |
| The Protector You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity. Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is. You are an excellent listener, with almost infinite patience. You have complex, deep feelings, and you take great care to express them. You would make a great photographer, alternative medicine guru, or teacher. |
Your #2 Match: INTJ |
| The Scientist You have a head for ideas - and you are good at improving systems. Logical and strategic, you prefer for everything in your life to be organized. You tend to be a bit skeptical. You're both critical of yourself and of others. Independent and stubborn, you tend to only befriend those who are a lot like you. You would make an excellent scientist, engineer, or programmer. |
Your #3 Match: ENFJ |
| The Giver You strive to maintain harmony in relationships, and usually succeed. Articulate and enthusiastic, you are good at making personal connections. Sometimes you idealize relationships too much - and end up being let down. You find the most energy and comfort in social situations ... where you shine. You would make a good writer, human resources director, or psychologist. |
Your #4 Match: INFP |
| The Idealist You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world. Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships. It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close. But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop. You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist. |
Your #5 Match: ISFJ |
| The Nurturer You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal. A good listener, you excell at helping others in practical ways. In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music. You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for. You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist. |
| Your Brain is 46.67% Female, 53.33% Male |
| Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvy Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve |
I'm SAVVY....
Analogies et al
Saturday, April 30, 2005 | 08:48 p.m.
Kung parang constipation ang writer's block, I'd have a special case of LBM right now. Kaya lang, walang mahanap na kubeta.
Let me make that clearer. I have so many stuff I want to write about but a can't channel them out. Hindi ko maayos utak ko. Haaaaaaay... Expect 3 consecutive entries next time.
Listening to Anwar Robinson. Trip ni kuya mag-download ng just voted out na American Idol... Ganda talaga ng boses niya. He was voted out too early. The same with Constantine. Argh. Oooooh dapat lang galingan ng mga natitira... Or else hindi na ko manonoond (nu ngayon?... hehe).
Happiness is Just a Panda Away
Sunday, April 17, 2005 | 09:22 a.m.
I'm starting this new habit. It's called "Being Happy Always". Nothing figurative about that.
Kakabasa ko lang kasi yung TIME issue on happiness. Yes, the one last febuary pa. It's healthy being happy. It has that scientific mumbo jumbo. But scientific or not, I'll give it a shot.*smile*
So... From now on, I'll be happy. I won't care even if it is deliriously happy. Basta masaya. It's not that people will see me having a smile on my face always. Just be contented. Because if not now, then when? Ngwenk...
Why do people always say that being happy is not that easy? Ang dali dali nga lang eh. Parang bata nga lang kayang-kaya. Nasa perception mo lang naman yan eh. Sure, it won't happen at an instant, but it's just simple. Too bad I didn't see it so soon.
Yung ibang tao kasi... Hindi pa makuntento. Parang gusto pa na may problema sa buhay. Ewan ko ba. I'm so confused!
A lot of people might think that I'm thinking this way because I haven't experienced the so-called "hardships" in life. Hindi ko pa nararanasan yung mga lungkot sa buhay. Eh kaya nga ako masaya diba? Saka bakit hindi niya nalang harapin yung mga paghihirap ng masaya ka? Diba? Ewan ko ang gulo.
Ang gulo naman. I'm not making sense anymore. Basta hindi ko na siya pag-iispan. I'm happy. Period. No explanations. I'll go look for those simple joys in life. I'll be happy as long as it takes - until I scare myself slap me in the face to snap me back into reality.
Yun lang. Bee Hapee!
*** Bakit nga pala ito yung title ko? Wala lang. Wala akong maisip eh.
More things learned...
Saturday, April 16, 2005 | 09:17 a.m.
Day 2: Underground River...
~ Maikli lang ang 3 days boat ride. *** Interesting conversation:
"Narinig namin na 4 days daw na boat ride para makarating sa El Nido."
"4 days? Sinong nagsabing 4 days? (locals talk among themselves)... 3 days lang naman."
"Oooooooh..."***
Moving on...
~ Going to El Nido through boat, you also have to pass through Punto Diablo, a spot with lotsa sharks. (ooooh, it so sounds like a place in Final Fantasy. stig.) ~ Stuff at a store named "CostPlus" aren't necessarily priced more.
~ Wear a bra when driving on a 1 and a half hour rough road.
~ Europeans dig tanned/ dark skin on women. *Basks in the sun*
~ Palawan used to ba a part of Mainland Asia. Ang layo ng nilangoy niya...
~ The monkeys you see in parks are actually con artists in disguise, waiting to grab the food of unsuspecting victims.
~ (Sagutan niyo to! Practice sa entrance exam... LOGICAL THINKING: Fill in the blanks) Caves are full of bats. Bats poop. Therefore, caves are full of _______
~ WEAR A HAT IN CAVES. Or you'll regret it.
~ Don't look up. And NEVER open your mouth when looking up.
~ Do NOT swim in underground rivers. They are rivers in caves. Therfore....
~ Wear slippers when stepping on rock formations. They hurt.
~ Yummy buko. Malauhog is the best!
~ After a long day of beaching around... it's nice to sit back, relax, and watch Arrested Development...
Things I Learned in Palawan
Monday, April 11, 2005 | 03:39 p.m.
~ Mukang bus terminal ang domestic airport.
~ Fly PAL. I like their terminals waaaaaay better. Colorful nga lang yung Cebu Pacific
~ Naalala kong masarap ang Chiz Curls. Sana nga lang hindi siya ang pinapakain sa eroplano. And to think we paid wads of money for that kind of treatment?!?
~ Puerto Princesa is not what I thought it was. I thought it was like island paradise. It looks like a typical city.
~ P. Princesa is the biggest city, but one of the least populated. One person per one hectare.
~ We should save the crocodiles!!!
~ To find out how many people a crocodile had eaten, count how many pairs of underwear it has in its belly.
~ Dapat uminom ng stresstabs ang crocodiles. They easily die because of stress. Sissies. Try going to St. Paul.
~ Nagiging negro din ang crocodiles. They are white when born, but when exposed to the sun, they turn darker.
~ I'd love to encounter Philippine eagles. I definitely do not want to encounter Philippine Ea-GAYS. (Ang sakit sa tenga ng tili nila.)
~ Maraming Palawan Cherry sa Palawan. (My lola brought some home. Pretty tree.) ~ Pareho lang ang Jolibee doon sa Jolibee dito.
~ Jolibee is having a relationship with a crocodile. I saw a big billboard of them together. But I'm sure hindi lang si crocodile ang karealsyon ni Jolibee. Player.
First day palang yan... more next time... im hungry
Wheeeeeee! (again)
Wednesday, April 6, 2005 | 11:03 p.m.
im-goin-to-pala-WAN!... im-goin-to-pala-WAN!... may habilin kayo? im just a text away...
Wheeeeeee!
Friday, April 1, 2005 | 08:27 p.m.
Recognition day practice. The most useless and excruciatingly boring 3 hours in the world. Why do they have those ceremonies in the first place?!?! And they have to be OC about it...
Buti nalang nandiyan ang mga kaibigan
Right after the practice we (ana cori bet) went straight to SM. And Marian was there! Oh joy! Hi marian! *wavewave* It's been such a long time since we were reunited. Sabay saka ko lang nalaman na sa may Eastwood lang sila nakatira... *slaps forehead*
Had fun watching The Pacifier. Aliw siya! Nice feel good movie. So adorable seeing a macho man dance a peter panda dance. hehehe.
by the way
Thursday, March 31, 2005 | 11:13 a.m.
I just woke up. Ah the glories of summer...
I love my checkers (girls only)
Thursday, March 31, 2005 | 10:58 a.m.
Go figure.
I was staring at that statement painted at the back of a truck for quite some time as i was in the car going home from Chinatown. I analyzed it til i realized that it can't be analyzed. Baka mamaya bastos pala yung 'checkers'
Well anyways... So last Monday, out of boredom, my kuya and I went with our parents to Chinatown. I was also curious what evils lurk amongst this Chinatown. Minsan ka lang makakapunta dito kasi mahirap pagtiyagaan ang traffic papunta doon.... Tapos kasama pa lola ko for financial support. Wheeeee!
Bakit nga pala kami pumunta ng Chinatown? It was the day my younger brother became a man. Gets?
It was a hot summer day as usual. The airconditioning was useless. And it was traffic. 1000 calories lost. Woohoo!
Before we got to Binondo, we went to a nice (but still hot) tiangge somewhere. My lola just knows all the little nooks where you can buy brgains. Anyway, I just couldn't resist buying that really nice layered skirt. And my lola bought it for me. Score!
And lola remarked something about me being a fashionista. I realized.... I bought something that is in trend! Nooooooo! Am I slowly turning into a drone of those image factories?!?!?!?! Oh well, it was a nice skirt.
sooo... We finaly got to Chinatown. Aliw nga eh. Yung una naming napuntahan, may tindahan ng mga Chinese karaoke that was loudly playing their products. But It wasn't as glamorous as I thought it was. I thought ther'll be people in chiongsans and lanterns and stuff... Oh well, marami namang singkit...
Sinabak namin yung init (not to mention the poop of the horses everywhere coming from the kalesas). Sumakit lang yung ulo ko kasi mainit sa labas tapos biglang lalamig sa tindahan.
In the end... I left Chinatown empty handed... but not quite... But that'll have to wait since i have made this post excruciatingly long.
*drumroll*
Thursday, March 17, 2005 | 08:36 p.m.
SY 2004-2005 is finally over!
This would be one of those bittersweet moments. As Kimmy and I would say it: Butturswut.
(didja know that bitter chocolate is 100% cocoa liquor while sweet choco is 15%?... woah hangover)
During the last few weeks of the year, you can't just wait to jump out of the school window and say, "Free at last! Free at last! Thank you Lord! I'm free at last!" The load has suddenly been lightened. (to be continued)
Hello friend...
Thursday, March 3, 2005 | 08:23 p.m.
How are you? You seem so... different... Are you still you? Or did someone do such a nice job excoriating you and using your skin as a disguise?
I looked at you...You were happy. Happy. Happy. Genuinely happy.
I just take a glance off you and, somehow, someone was able to corrupt your newfound haven.
Where did I go wrong?
...
Tuesday, March 1, 2005 | 08:44 p.m.
What's happening to the world today? Something has gone terribly awry...
Kyla in the demo room and quantum physics
Thursday, February 24, 2005 | 07:36 p.m.
As we were discussing sonnets in English class, I can recall myself saying that I'd marry anyone who would actually make a sonnet for me... I guess this is a special case.
Kyla in the demo room and quantum physics by Bettina
Encased in monoblock plastic and white,
Dual tails following gravity at whim,
Silver and purple touch the papered surface under the dim
and flickering of the flourescent light.
The head spins with thoughts of one's atomic plight,
And assailing ennui leaves the multitude grim.
Yet you let it slide and continue to trim,
a myriad of colors into panda or kite.
Composure is your middle name.
And you carry a mask of carefree and placidity
You make it seem like it's all an easy game.
Hidden beneath the layers of complexity,
Lies a bound spirit which has long been tame,
From which flows forth unbridled creativity.
Once again, Nana, thanks a million. Galing galing mo talaga. I feel honored that you actually spent time with my testimonial! Sabi ko less than 5 sentences lang! wahehehe
wheeeeeee!!!!!!
Thursday, February 24, 2005 | 05:31 p.m.
J-O-Y down in my heart. Deep deep (depp depp?!) down in my heart!!!!
guess what?!?! We bagged first place in the speech choir!!! I can't believe it!!! We did it classmates!!! It's all worth it!!!
haaaaaaaay! I didnt see that coming. Ngayon palang nagsi-sink in.
Hey Lim! Your birthday really is hapeeeeee! (para namang mababasa to ni Lim... *(^.^)*)
at last!!!
Wednesday, February 23, 2005 | 10:35 p.m.
Ate Elinor, you have succeeded in making my past 3 nights a living hell. But I survived
Finally! I'm finished with the Tawa ng Uwak - The Website!!! It's the year end project for Computer Club, fyi
...............*Gasp*
Wetaminut!!! I'm finally able to finish a web layout!!! *savors the moment* It's not that exceptional.... but i love it nonetheless.
Anyways... Dear friends, salamat ulit sa mga testimonials ninyo. It really helped me a lot. Plus, it also stroked my ego...
Bettina! I'm still at awe at the sonnet you made for me... Sobrang nakakatouch. Mind if i share it? I'll put it in the next post. It really boosted my morale. And my message to you is... ditto. (Feeling ko tuloy may utang na rin ako sa yo...)
Haynaku!
It's been HELL WEEK. So stressful. Sleepless nights. That stupid recitation in History that simply made demons break loose. Tons of quizzes. Speeck choir practice... LAHAT NA!!! Ano pa?!?! Buti nalang walang pasok sa Friday. I don't know if I would last that long.
Last schoolday of the week tomorrow. Judgement day for speech choir. First na naman kami. I sure hope we win. So sakit ng paa ko na ganito... dapat lang!!!!
yun lang... so many disorganized thoughts...
prom
Monday, February 21, 2005 | 06:48 p.m.
Before anything else.... MOMEEEE DIANE!!! THAAAANK YOUUUUUU!! Ikaw na talaga yung gumawa ng blog ko... Wahhhh I'm so touched! *touch* Luvyah much! Mwah!
Anyways...
I just had my prom the last Saturday. I had a blast. I'd like to thank... (oscars ba ito?)
My date, Lorenz for being a "guy" for just that one night...
My ka-tables: abisan, lola and corina for feasting with me and just being your beautiful selves... even for just that one night...
My HD, ana... for.. uh... taking pictures... for being just the way you are.... wahehehe
My hirit-mate, Kimmy... for the golden retriever *winkwink*
My dancing buddies... Louanne, Elmo, Riza, Steph Diane, et al... for stripping away your dignity... for just that one night... (ano pa?!)
Those that I haven't categorized yet.... KM, Jen, and my friends dates....
THANKSIES!!! to be continued next week
im alive!!!
Thursday, February 17, 2005 | 08:57 p.m.
yes, believe it or not... i am.
momeeeee! thanksies for the layout... i dunno what i would do without you...
lets see... proms comin up in 2 days... sounds promising... yay!
that's all for now
and by the way... im the prexy for computer club next schoolyear! what's the world coming to?!
haaay buhay
Thursday, August 26, 2004 | 11:43 a.m.
I haven't had a decent break ever since.... ever. Lost track of time. Classes are suspended - a well deserved break for a lot of us. Although nasira ang momentum ko. This week has been exceptionally busy in preparation for F&L and the retreat supossedly held...NOW!
Yeah yeah... the layout wreaks. I've been busy!!! And procrastinanting!!! (ooh! big word!)
ube at mangga!!!
Tuesday, August 3, 2004 | 04:52 p.m.
Look at me lovely layout... Makes me wanna vommit. Don't mind this--- I'm just doing some experimentation.
My Jack Sparrow layout's gonna take longer than I expected.... Waaaah!! Layouter's block!!!!
eh?
Sunday, August 1, 2004 | 06:40 p.m.
That was weird... I don't remember deleting any previous entries, ever. Waaaah!!! My blog is ...(dumdumdumn)... HAUNTED!
Oh well... It's about time anyway to "cleanse" my my blog.
Exam weekend. Didn't feel it at all. I don't remember studying anything. My supposed schedule was to finish my 2 essays by friday afternoon and study for the next 2 days.
On friday,I ended up watching Meet Joe Black and Speed 2. Saturday morning, i watched Imelda with my family. Saturday afternoon--- choir training. I woke up early on Sunday morning to study but i absorbed absolutely nothing. Worse, I watched 13 gong on 30 DVD with my family in the afternoon. I just finished my essays.
Whatta record. 4 movies on one weekend. Take note: weekend before the exams.
Anyways...
I was kind of "forced" to watch the coundown to revealing the Ponds secret admirer. It aired on Speed's commercials. It was pathetic. I almost choked on mush and cheese. Besides, Who would want to go to a party and countdown till midnight just to know the secret admirer of the Ponds girl whom you don't even know personally. I just dont get it. It's not even for real!!!
The admirer, Lee, looks gay. He only sent that letter thingy just to get free Ponds products from the poor girl.